It’s Been Awhile… and I Have News

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So I made a decision. One that has affected me in ways that I never could have ever foreseen. I Quit College. It’s a decision that I made because honestly not having a passion for what you’re going to school for is a sure sign you’ll hate your career. I loved working with kids and seeing how a school could actually be a place they felt comfortable at and really understood the content being taught to them. But it wasn’t for me. I am now constantly ridiculed for making a choice. “You’re not a terrible person” is what I have to keep telling myself and I shouldn’t have to and neither should anyone else going through this. Finding yourself is HARD! I keep thinking of mean things to say to people to prepare myself for what they say and have a clap back if its negative. I made this choice because I don’t want to have pressure to be something for other people and honestly if those people want to be in my life they should support me through the tough decisions (good or bad.) I have to find out for myself where I am headed. No one knows who they are at eighteen and apparently they don’t know at twenty either. Hell, I know some older people that don’t know and for the people reading (or probably not reading) if you haven’t found your place… it’s okay. I’m here for you because although I don’t know my place either I know what it’s like when people criticize what you’re doing. My response to that is “I’m doing my best”

Love

Brittany

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